Feel stuck??

What do I do when I have done all I can do! When I am truly trying my best but feel like I'm gettin no where. I want to scream! I want to yell into the universe and say this is all you got! God where are you in this situation...??

I see you God... in the earth and it's beautiful creations. I see you in Sofia's smile. I see you in all beautiful things in this world. I am doing all I can to hear your voice, but my mind is hazy with thoughts questions and doubt in myself. I know it is clouding my mind when you are trying to lead me. I am not perfect at getting answer and making sure my mind is clear so I can hear you. I want to learn and maybe this is why I am struggling to learn how to hear your voice. It is my lesson or trial. Can you help me? Can you give me some direction? I will listen! I will do as you direct me. I am writing this post cause I feel the need to write. Although I doubt my ability to write and that anyone will connect with me through this writing I am doing this cause I feel guided to do, so I can show you I will follow thee.

If I need to wait..PLEASE bless me with the patience I need to wait. Bless me to bend to your will and your timing. Bless me to apply all my readings to give into your will and let it go. Help me find peace as I let this go and give it to thee...

Rashell